Everything That is Given Is Not What I Planned

Monday, May 12, 2008

So the paperwork goes. Hopefully it gets done soon. And the best thing of all is that people at work are meeting with me on Wednesday to plan a "shower" for my little one. How cool is that. Of course I have no idea what to ask for - just having him home would be enough. I got him that totally cool multi-directional bunkbed from America the Beautiful Dreamer AND a lifetime supply of the most excellent bubbles so I think we are set. And there are the tons of other toys (mostly gifts) and the complete children's library compliments of my dear dear friend Nancy. Everyone who sees it is blown away by its size. Thank you Nancy.

And I did the update with the social worker and she is so wonderful. That is one of the things I like most about my agency is the people. They are what helps me remain so calm and centered. Now I kind scurry around and try to be ready.

I did have a great sadness in my life recently given I put my oldest and most favorite Dalmatian to sleep at the beginning of May. Her name was Good Golly Miss Molly, Molly for short. She was ill and even though we seemed to be winning the medical battle we lost the war even with around the clock care. It was a very sad time. It seems better now but I still miss her.

And school is getting closer to being done. I woke up today dreaming about Shogon palaces and portraits of Zen buddhist monks. That was a cool place to begin a day. Work did its best to dent that morning glow but it fell short. So tonight I cuddle with my other Dalmatian, Louie and go back to dreaming.

Tonight I dream of a sunrise in Moscow. Pray for us and take care, Sarah :)

1 comment:

MamaSten said...

I have been so busy lately, so I haven't checked your blog much. I so hope that you hear some good news soon. The wait is so awful, but we have to trust that everything happens for a reason (even though I'd love to know the reasons most of the time!). We will keep you and little guy in our prayers!
Take care,
d